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ได้ทำให้สามีซึ่งเป็นคนต่างศาสนามีนิสัยฉุนเฉียวได้กลับใจ และโดยอาศัยพลังแห่งคำภาวนา
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MONICA
Memorial
27 August
Profile
Mother of Saint Augustine of Hippo, whose writings about her are the primary
source of our information. A Christian from birth, she was given in marriage
to a bad-tempered, adulterous pagan named Patricius. Prayed constantly for
the conversion of her husband (who converted on his death bed), and of her
son (who converted after a wild life). Spiritual student of Saint Ambrose
of Milan. Reformed alcoholic.
Born
322 at Tagaste (Souk Ahrus), Algeria
Died
387 at Ostia, Italy
Canonized
Pre-Congregation
Patronage
abuse victims; alcoholics; alcoholism; difficult marriages; disappointing
children; homemakers; housewives; married women; mothers; victims of adultery;
victims of unfaithfulness; victims of verbal abuse; widows; wives
Images
Gallery of images of Saint Monica [2 iamges, 1 link]
Readings
Nothing is far from God.
- Saint Monica
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Son, nothing in this world now affords me delight. I do not know what there
is now for me to do or why I am still here, all my hopes in this world being
now fulfilled.
- Saint Monica, about the conversion of Augustine
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The day was now approaching when my mother Monica would depart from this life;
you know that day, Lord, though we did not. She and I happened to be standing
by ourselves at a window that overlooked the garden in the courtyard of the
house. At the time we were in Ostia on the Tiber. And so the two of us, all
alone, were enjoying a very pleasant conversation, "forgetting the past
and pushing on to what is ahead.." We were asking one another in the
presence of the Truth - for you are the Truth - what it would be like to share
the eternal life enjoyed by the saints, which "eye has not seen, nor
ear heard, which has not even entered into the heart of man." We desired
with all our hearts to drink from the streams of your heavenly fountain, the
fountain of life.
That was the substance of our talk, though not the exact words. But you know,
O Lord, that in the course of our conversation that day, the world and its
pleasures lost all their attraction for us. My mother said, "Son, as
far as I am concerned, nothing in this life now gives me any pleasure. I do
not know why I am still here, since I have no further hopes in this world.
I did have one reason for wanting to live a little longer: to see you become
a Catholic Christian before I died. God has lavished his gifts on me in that
respect, for I know that you have even renounced earthly happiness to be his
servant. So what am I doing here?"
I do not really remember how I answered her. Shortly, within five days or
thereabouts, she fell sick with a fever. Then one day during the course of
her illness she became unconscious and for a while she was unaware of her
surroundings. My brother and I rushed to her side, but she regained consciousness
quickly. She looked at us as we stood there and asked in a puzzled voice:
"Where was I?"
We were overwhelmed with grief, but she held her gave steadily upon us, and
spoke further: "Here you shall bury your mother." I remained silent
as I held back my tears. However, my brother haltingly expressed his hope
that she might not die in a strange country but in her own land, since her
end would be happier there. When she heard this, her face was filled with
anxiety, and she reproached him with a glance because he had entertained such
earthly thoughts. Then she looked at me and spoke: "Look what he is saying."
Thereupon she said to both of us, "Bury my body wherever you will; let
not care of it cause you any concern. One thing only I ask you, that you remember
me at the altar of the Lord wherever you may be." Once our mother had
expressed this desire as best she could, she fell silent as the pain of her
illness increased.
- from the Confessions of Saint Augustine of Hippo